After many years of heartach he finally understood.
Brenton was starting to realize how stubborn and selfish he was.
Catching up on all those long hurtful years was impossible.
Doing it would be extremely hard but he would at least try.
Every moment he thought about his past only hurt more.
Fearing the fact that it was to late for anyone to except him back.
Getting started back on the track to rightousness was difficult.
Heading towards the right path was mind- boggling.
It was only a matter of time before his life would become meaningless.
Jordan, his girlfriend... tried to help him cope with it, but it was useless.
Keeping his head up throughout his struggle for forgiveness was deathly.
leaving the only life he knew of selfishness only made it harder.
Moving on from it was even worse.
No one wanted to be around Brenton when he was like that, but he didn't care.
Opposing his own conscience made days longer and more stressful.
Preparing for the day that everyone will love him again was a brain teaser.
Questioning his loyalty to his word was a struggle as well.
Reasoning with himself on why he had to change was motivation enough.
Smuthering his past was all he had to do, all the things he did was horrible, and he knew it.
Treating other people like garbage for 17 years didn't even phase him untill now.
Understanding that what he did was wrong, to Jordan, it was improvement enough.
Visualizing complete transformation, was Brenton's dream and life goal.
Was he completely ready to change?
Xinya, his little sister was awaiting the day that her big brother would except her in his life to.
Your only going to change if you give yourself the benefit of the doubt.
Zeus, the all mighty greek god was his inspiration, and Brenton was ready to be like him.